Thanks for all your well wishes ladies, it means ever so much to me!! I am taking this a lot harder than I thought I would, I am very sad. I had such a hard time sleeping last night, so many nightmares. Plus my hand kept straying to my rounding belly and that sucked as well.
You would think that after one m/c that you would get a healthy baby, the statistics don't lie. Well I guess that didn't work for me. It makes me very scared to even think about getting pg again.
At least they will do some preliminary blood work on me to see what is going on. They won't do any chromosonal testing till after the 3rd m/c. I mean both times we saw the HB and the baby passed away, there has got to be a reason for that.
Anyway, I am leaving work very shortly to head to the hospital. I am sooo hungry and thirsty right now so I can't wait to eat again.
jeggink, so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope everything goes smoothly today and you can just heal and grieve as you need. {{hugs}} Take care of yourself.
"Words can only hurt if you try to read them. Don't play their game." Derek Zoolander
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