Beth I'm sending you hugs and hoping you're able to find a way to be calm. The only thing that did it for me with my second BFP was to just tell myself that each day was a victory. Each day I made it through, I was another day PG. I did not think ahead of that day. Maybe that will help, idk.
AFM: Still FREEZING...to the point that I had to put on a thick wool sweater to even get my body to warm up in my heated portable on a 65 degree day. I had a few nip twinges (but I've had those in non-PG cycles so they don't mean anything to me). I'm still feeling very ambivalent about this cycle. I guess only time will tell.
Beth~ I understand TOTALLY!!! I had two normal pregnancies so I was lucky to go through them without any worries at all. Then I had my m/c. And that about says it all. This next pregnancy I will be worried every time I go to the bathroom I will worry, every twinge I will worry. I will have to find a way to relax and enjoy the pregnancy!!! (((HUGS)))
K I decided I'd test tomorrow. But it's going to be way early - so it will most likely be a BFN. I'm just antsy to POAS this month. I figure I have four tests - I'll test tomorrow, Saturday and then wait until I'm late if I don't have anything by then. I'll post the results when I can.
JMD!!! Did you test?!?!? HUH, HUH did ya did ya!!! LOL
Its always sooo quite in here when I am in my 2WW. I am on a different schedule than everyone else!! 3 dpo for me so this is the realllly boring part. You know too soon for symptoms, too soon to test. Next Friday I will be 10dpo so I will test then. Our wedding anniversary is that week (9 years ) so maybe I will get an early wedding anniversary present If not then AF is due the day before our wedding anniversary. I told DH to either get me preggers or not have sex for our anniversary cause I'd have AF Hopefully it worked
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Yeah it was BFN. I did see a shadow, but that was most likely an FRER indent line. I may only be 10 dpo, so I'm not out yet. I'll probably retest on Sunday or Monday.
NO NO NO!!! Retest on Saturday!! LOL If you saw a slight line you never no!! And wouldn't you want to know sooner rather than later?!?!? There have been 3 BFP this past week alone on CC.
JMD--My first test looked like an indention!!! TEST AGAIN!!!
I got the results of my HcG test today. My Hcg was 42 and my progesterone was 13 at CD25. They said they would have liked to see my HCG at 50-100, but from what I found online, 42 is pretty stinking good for CD25 or 11DPO. Ugghhhh...why worry me until you actually know??? I go tomorrow for more blood work and then on Monday. Pray my numbers shoot up!!
Beth That is a great number for 11 dpo. My OB was fine with 9 at 11 dpo. She said it was low but wouldn't matter if it doubled. So please don't listen to them.
Okay ladies - so I don't think that was an indent. Every time I've seen an indent, it's gone by the time the test is dry. This morning, after I typed to you all, I checked it again, and I swore I could see something. I checked it again this afternoon, and I still can, and it looks faintly pink. I'm not trusting it - since it's so faint I think my eyes are playing tricks and it was almost non-visible this morning. But it's something.......!!!! I am not sure if I'll test tomorrow or Sunday. I'll see if I have will power. I sort of want to wait to make sure that it gives the HCG time to get higher. But I swear something is there. And my intuition is telling me that I'm not out yet - usually after I test - I am convinced I'm out. I dreamed last night that I was telling my colleagues that I am PG, even though I wasn't sure if I was - haha - weird. Even weirder, a friend of mine dreamed she went to my baby shower but I was old. I'm not sure what to make of that. Anyways, oh my goodness I hope this turns into something so I don't end up feeling crazy.
) so maybe I will get an early wedding anniversary present 
Hopefully it worked 
